Friday, October 13, 2006

Hello....
I dont know hen was the last time I write here. I was so busy ...Not really. I think I don't have a good discipline in my writing. I am so tires though. Since come back bak formt he state my life is not that really good. Yes, I have my job but the culture here is so different from the on in USA.
Now is Ramadhan... People are busy with preparation for hari raya celebration. They are more materialistic... I don't know.
Another thing is about my family...My son was diagnosed with leukemia....Allah know how suffer we are when teh doctor tole us (me) exactly ..Because I was the one person there with my son when the Dr. Told me about theta. SO bad that the Dr. Need more communication skills. I know the have been witnbessing so many tragedy ..may be even worst than that..I mean my son case. But please show me your mecy...At least consult me so that I don't feel really down when they told me about the result of my son's blod test....

Now he is in peadtric ward......the nusres and doctor are kind to us. I don't know why my son has to go through this process. He is innocent...he know nothing aont this wordl. Sometime I am confused to what happen to my family.

May be just to write.....I am sleepy , I wan to sleep cause I have to see my son again. The face that I want to see all day long.
Banjar